A loss and an inspiration

Most teachers I talk to wanted to be a teacher because they were inspired by one of their former teachers. This is the same with me. But what is also true is the reason that I didn't give up being a teacher is because of the inspiration, support and encouragement of a few professors at St. Olaf.

http://fusion.stolaf.edu/news/index.cfm?fuseaction=NewsDetails&id=4680

I just received the news yesterday that Professor Mark Schelske passed away. He was a huge part of why I continued in the education program. He was always very positive and encouraged me to not give up. He was my advisor and teacher. I had the wonderful opportunity to go with him and his wife Janis in January 2006 to study multicultural education in Hawaii (during a Minnesota winter). Also, I was one of the lucky ones who had Mark as their student teaching supervisor.

Many people were touched by him. He was such an inspirational person to so many people. He especially inspired teachers. And these teachers have inspired their students so there is no telling how far Mark's positive influence actually reaches. It hurts so bad, but I think the hurt is a good thing though...it shows how much he meant to us all. And through all the bad things that happen in this world, it shows that there are still good people. Mark is definitely in a better place. My prayers and sympathy go to his family and especially to his wife Janis.

http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/markschelske

In times like these, we may feel helpless. But I believe God is there.

There is something we can do though...

"Earlier this year, a fund was created to help Mark and Janis shoulder the load of uninsured expenses relating to Mark's illness. They have greatly appreciated the donations that have come in on their behalf. If you are interested in donating to the fund, you can do one of the following.

1) Write a check out to the "Mark Schelske Donation Account" and mail to:US Bank 301 West Burnsville Parkway Burnsville, MN 55337

2) Visit any US Bank in the United States to make a donation. Give the teller Mark Schelske's name and he/she can look up the donation account."

This morning one of my students told me "ねむそう" (nemusou) which means "you look tired". I got a good nights sleep but I just feel overwhelmed and shocked. Yesterday when I heard the news, I held my tears in. I am in a country where emotions aren't openly expressed and I didn't have anyone to share it with. Luckily my friend from Olaf and I were able to talk about it so I don't feel like I'm holding it in. And whether or not anyone reads this, it is an outlet for me. I told my friend I wished I could come to the memorial service and she said that Mark would have wanted me to stay in Japan. He was just one of those guys who lived life to the fullest.

Lately, one of my students has been teaching me these Japanese phrases, "忘れないよ”(wasurenaiyo) and "あいたかったよ” (aitakattayo). These loosely mean, "We'll never forget you" and "We'll miss you". Mark, you are an inspiration to us all. 忘れないよ、あいたかったよ