Lots of thoughts go through my mind these days...about the upcoming wedding, education, friendships, consumerism, healthy living, etc. These random endless thoughts are inspired by my talks with the teacher who drives me to school every day, friends, fiance, free time, and family.

Wedding - Most people have just one...but we wanted to incorporate both Rachid's and my culture and religion so we'll have two - one in a mosque and one in a church. I really like to plan events and get people together so planning a wedding is in some ways fun. I do realize that I am an indecisive person so on the other hand, all of the decisions are a little stressful - something a friend calls "decision fatigue". I don't have wet feet or whatever the expression is because this transition feel good and natural. I know that Rachid and I work well together and have life goals that mesh and that we will support each other and build our family. I am getting excited, but do feel pressured from all the logistical aspects of marriage - like the paperwork and stuff. So I guess I have a love hate relationship with wedding planning.


Friendships - Friendships grow and friendships change. I am greatful for the friendships I have. Some friends I thought would be there forever aren't, but I appreciate all the good times we had and all they taught me...and hope I helped them in some way. And some friends I didn't know before are people that I hope to maintain our friendship forever. They support me and I hope I do the same for them. I like a lot of overused sayings, especially this one paraphrased, "Friends - are there for a reason, a season or a lifetime." And I'm trying to be at peace and know that it is ok that friendships change and grow.
